after a week

What can a smile do?
Hide your pain?
hide your sadness?
hide your pressures?
hide everything you're going through?

new semester started with a tiring day, new pressure about university, and about subjects.
but alhamdulillah, subjects matter settled.
university application is a ****. wtf with the essays.
if only i dont have the strength, i might be done with the application and adp and moved to some other places with less pressure about getting off to overthesea and credit hours etc etc.
can i just do that? sure not!
it's only a week but my body was damned exhausted, tired, energy-less, and study went haywire. oh not really but i just couldnt focus yet. yet, ok because once the mess is done, i'll get it back!

the-almost-get-into-accident-twice-in-a-day incident really made me scared to drive alone. Thank God my class starts 8 morning everyday, so goodbye to driving to class.

hope this sem will be much more better semester for me. even though i know it is going to be much more challenging that the previous sem, but i know i will get through this.