brush aside

maybe i'm just not me anymore
I am no longer the girl who would easily laugh at stupid jokes, who would turn into big joy if someone asked me to go out, who would not miss watching my favourite match, easily get mad when someone teased me or said something bad about me, who do really care about her friends, someone who would speak out loud, someone who really care of what people told her, someone who accept advices,

maybe i'm just not the girl who i used to be.

so people, if you want to say anything, go ahead. no one will stop you from spilling out your words. but i will never listen and care for whatever you said. because whatever it is, you are not me, and you will never know what inside me.

and to my dearest boyfriend, thank you so much.