"every moment of your life is a picture that you have never seen before and you'll never see again."
yes, i am sad, scared that he is going.
last few days, or few weeks, we had a fight. no, it's me stupidly ask for a break up.
emotionally distracted ok. to those who have faced ldr or are going to face it, wud understand me.
the feeling of being left, and that you are afraid of the possibilities that might happen, the fact that he wont be beside you all the time and you cannot lean on him dah, the insecurity inside u, his past that is still haunting u, and your past too, everything seems to matter.
my ex-roomate once said,
"tinggal berape hari je. just enjoy the moment that you have."
can i really watch you walking down the escalator with your luggage? can i put a pure smile for you on that night? can i not be sad watching you walk away from me and realizing that only after one year baru i dapat jmp u balik?
2 ulala:
eh i have been stalking ur blog for ages..but this particular entry makes me wanna drop a comment :D
farin, if you can persevere the relationship by any means, do try to persevere. i learn that in hard way and i dont want other people to repeat same mistake like i do. its undeniable for you to experience those feeling once in a while. lotsa people are up for ldr thang. am sure you can go through it :)
owh thanx alot faridah.
i'm trying to be strong in facing ldr.
thanx alot :)
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