story number three: the end

today, officially i resign my job as a teacher

reason(S)?
i cannot stand, handle the kids.
regret?
oh no not at all.
feel free sebab balik rumah dah tak payah pening fikir lessons for the next day
yeah, maybe i will miss few students yang really berminat and focus during the periods, especially the class Ehsan's students and other students.

Shahrul Nazim especially. a very cute boy, the leader of class H, very naughty but obedient. bila kena marah, mulalah buat muka comel dia, last-last aku yang senyum, takleh nak marah. siot betul memperkotak-katikkan kelembutan aku haha. ye, suka dengar suara dia. comel sangat. maybe i will miss him, and rasa bersalah sebab dia sangat berpotensi untuk naik kelas. teacher is very sorry Nazim.

rasa bersalah agak menebal dalam diri. especially towards those kids yang nampak sangat minat belajar and kids yang susah nak handle, degil. fortunately, ada lah yang aku dapat handle. cuma kesabaran setiap orang ada batasan. aku tak suka mendenda orang. and hari ini, buat pertama kalinya aku mendenda anak muridku. my bad =(
it's ok, i'll always pray for my students (ex maybe).

walaupun only 4 days, but being a teacher for standard one students gave me worthwhile experience that i cannot get elsewhere.

I salute you teachers. seriously i do
tabik spring beb!

*korang still nak cakap aku garang macam singa? sebab aku 'garang' lah aku takleh jadi cikgu tau haha